Dear Taurus Beauty,

Hi, there are somethings that we need to talk about. I heard some where that writing a letter to yourself could help to relieve some stress and anxiety. So, Marcia, I decided to take this time out to talk to you. To start, you are awesome and wonderful FYI. In all your greatness, there are some things we need to work on. I've learned that you don't like change. You need to learn that change is good. Everything must change, the weather, age, life, everything. So, don't be afraid of the changes that are happening around you. Things must change, and you have to learn how to accept them. But, know that you do not have to accept any change you do not agree with.

Then there is the issue of your confidence. You definitely need to work on that. You are working towards that by taking a step to control your acne. And, then you have already decided to take yoga in the spring to start on the road to getting fit. However, we still need to work on how you view yourself now, before all the improvements. Improving your outer image is good, but it means little if the way you feel about your self on the inside affects how others see you.
So, let's start boosting that self-esteem.

Finally, relax! Don't stress about the small things going on around. Everything will work out. You can try and help somethings along, but there is only so much you can do. And I know you are used to being just you and yourself, and are starting to get bored and tired of it, but continue to enjoy the time between you and yourself. I know you are tired of being alone, but I have heard people say that the time you have alone should be spent to adjust yourself and the things in your life.

In conclusion, love you boo! Try to adjust to the changes of the world, and live your life the way you want. Stop being afraid of life and get out there and enjoy it!!!

The one that loves you best,

TB

Let's get to know Taurus Beauty ...

I saw this and thought I would share some details about myself to whoever is reading!!

1. Have you ever made out with someone you weren't dating?
Unfortunately and fortunately...no

2. Is there a difference between the word 'best friend' and 'friend'?
Yea, a Bf is someone that knows every detail about you except for the ones no one knows, including the ones you try not to think about, and a friend is simply someone you hang out with and talk to when your Bf isn't there to talk to.

3. Have any of your guy friends ever admitted to liking you?
Of course...it happens.

4. Do you miss anyone?
Yes, the people closet to me that died in the past 6 years...:(

5. Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone?
Yes, and I wasted my chance with them...:( (I don't like these questions)

6. Who's the last person of the opposite sex that gave you a hug?
Um....I don't remember. Yea, sad I know.

7. Who is your celebrity crush?
Chris Breezy...sexy young'un

8. Can you touch your toes?
Yep!!

9. Do you know anybody who was abused?
Yes, I do.

11. Is silence really golden?
It depends on what you have on your mind mixed with what is going on in your life. Sometimes you don't want to be left alone with your thoughts.

13. Are you afraid to grow up?
No, because everyone has to rather you want to or not. All I have to do is stay young mentally.

15. Can you count past 100?
Of course, I may have grown up in the hood, but they did teach me how to count!

16. What's up with the numbering of this survey.
No clue, and I didn't make this up, so don't look at me like I can't count.

18. If you had to marry someone on your top friends list on Myspace, who would it be?
Unfortunately the main people on my top friends are family (that ain't happening even if we do live in Texas), female friends (that ain't legal, and me don't likey the ladies), and other friends that are just friends. But, if I had to pick one, it would be LDS.

19. Do you care what people think of you?
Only when I think they may be mad at me, other than that, your opinion is your opinion.

20. Would you call yourself smart?
I surely wouldn't call myself dumb, would I?

21. Do you like to read?
Love it! Unfortunately I can't do it as much as I used to due to all the school required reading.

22. Do you own a pair of Nikes?
Of course. Everyone has at least one pair.

23. Have you ever touched an elephant?
Nope, sure haven't

24. Plans for tomorrow?
Yea, always got stuff to do whether I want to do it or not.

25. Is anything wrong?
Is anything right?

26. Would you kiss anyone on your Myspace top friends list?
No.

27. Do you want to go to college?
I'm in college!!!!

28. What are you listening too?
The sound of a thunderstorm going on outside my window.

29. Do you have a good relationship with your parent(s)?
Yep! All three of them!

30. What did you do for your birthday?
Last birthday I had a dinner with my whole family that 2 hours to get started (angry feelings resurfacing)

31. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Trying to finish a paper that is one of 2 grades.

32. Name something you CANNOT wait for?
Marriage! And not for the wholesome reasons most people have.

33. What's your favorite season?
Spring...best time of the year!! My birthday mixed with great weather, what more can I ask for?

35. Last thing you ate/drank?
Ice Cream of course!

Was that as good for you as it was for me? He he, I always wanted to say that in a none sexual situation....

Hmm...do you really like me?

Ok, so lately I have been in the mood to find me a boyfriend, no I don't like that term. Maybe a mate, no. A man? Naw. How bout something cliche like that special one for right now. I'm not looking for my husband, but better yet some practice. I am 20 years old, and have never had an even semi-serious relationship. I want to change that. Unfortunately, the only guy that I could possibly change that with has too many issues including himself. So, I'm stuck with just me at the moment.

Poor me!!

Out with the old, please something new!

Today's blog is about change. Change is a word we have been hearing all year from both presidential candidates, but this blog is not about them. It's about me and the change I am ready for in my life.

I am only 20 years old and I am already bored of the college life. I am uninterested in drinking all the time or random hook-ups. I admit it would be fun to have a random hook-up, but I'm not out getting wasted so I can have that wonderfully embarrassing memory. I actually want to find someone that is about something. Someone that's not about the games, without the hidden agenda. I want to meet some completely upfront people.

What I am doing now is old. I have been doing the same thing for as long as I can remember. The only thing that has changed is the setting and the people. Middle school, high school, college; it has all been the same. Of course there are some good memories as there are with any era in one's life, but there is nothing in the past 5 years that I can think of that make me want to go back to that time.

My life has always been the same....dull! Where the hell is the excitement?